Another Ultrasound.. with gramma!

Hey there baby girl. Had another ultrasound today. Cause, you decided it would be a grand idea to bring some gestational diabetes along with your growing self... So, the ultrasound is to make sure you're not growing too big and what not.
I had your gramma come along today, so she could see you in action. She was very excited to see you.
During the ultrasound you looked straight at us and waved! Almost like you knew we were there! Below is a picture of it!! You're looking so much more like a person every time we see you! WOW!

Before I know it, you're going to be here and in my arms! :-)

Why????? This just isn't fair!

Courtesy of my Facebook Status today:
"What does a pregnant lady do when they receive the worst possible news ever? Staying strong is easier said than done. I just wanna crawl into a hole and bawl my eyes out for a week. 
It's just not fair!! I already lost one parent to cancer. I cannot lose my mom to it too.."

I'm feeling pretty numb. I don't know how to handle this right now. My mom's cancer is so bad the doctors told her today that she only has 2-3 months left to live. 2-3 months???????????????? She's only 67! This just can't be happening, can it? This day is just a bad dream right??? 3 months from today is my due date! You can't be serious that this world is so cruel that not only is my mom also going to pass away from cancer, just like my father, but that she might not make it to see my baby girl be born??? I feel like this is some kind of cruel sick joke. My mom does not deserve this. My daughter does not deserve this.... She should grow up to know her gramma!!!!!! It's bad enough she will never meet or know her grandpa. 
I knew from the time I was a little girl, that because my dad was so old, that he was not going to be around for many of the big tings in my adult life, such as my wedding and my kids. But I never would have imagined that my mom (17 years younger than him), might not be around to see my children and be gramma and hug and kiss them. This sucks so bad... I just want to cry all night long.